- a work situation is less dire than i thought.
- I am not feeling as shitty today (pun intended) and am continuing to hydrate. I brought cheap ramen and frozen veggies for lunch. then i was thinking about the cute weird movie Ponyo and when they eat the tasty ramen
- I've been waiting about the agency payment for summer camp, heard from agency, they'll expedite, i had to fill out a financial need form and thought maybe we wouldn't qualify but it looks like we do?
- work is getting out today at 2:30 and summer hours in future (get paid for 40 hours but work 30 unless I have to do more)
- girlkid unfortunately acquired the phenomenon known as Hell's Itch (from sunburn) but we fixed it and she felt better, and today she was being dramatic about school but it turns out it was more of 'being dramatic' than actual distress. I am glad she was able to do thumbs up and stuff.
- also camp & therapies seem like the best I can do for each kid. I am going to trust myself on this - I KNOW that it all makes sense at the time.
by the way my remedy for Sunburn Hell's Itch is:
1. topical blend: aloe lotion + cbd lotion + cortizone lotion
2. take 2: advil + benadryl
(apparently the itch is a histamine response that happens to f
airskinned people who get sunburned in the mountains?! )
Oh PS:
"better than I think" sounds a little like "I know you better than you fake it" which is a lyric from 1979 by the smashing pumpkins, which is a kind of optimistic summer song, kind of? (The double kind-of is on purpose. Kind-of reduces the adjective by 75-50%. A double reduces it twice that!)